They are debate tools. Dear Carolyn: Although we've had sex before, my boyfriend of two years has zero interest in sex with me or anyone else. Should I dump this asshole? recently printed a letter that said Anonymous asked: Things between us are going so poorly that Im writing into a blog called Yo Should I Dump this Asshole? Only I was the fixer, always trying to give my boyfriend helpful advice about how hes doing everything wrong and hed be so much healthier and happier if only hed go to bed earlier, eat more veggies, and agree with me about more stuff. This is awesome! They are going to find your assertiveness attractive and pleasing and be relieved that maybe they can stop worrying about you. He means well is one of those phrases that is just full of NOPE. I felt like I had to fix it and if I just explained my feelings enough (cus he was a Nice Guy and would never do anything to hurt me and never cheated on me) he would stop unintentionally making me miserable and there was no Proper Reason to do it. That makes me so angry on your behalf. Ways this manifests: BOY does he like to research before making a decision. Expressing that anger towards the situation? Again, fine line. (I dont think its as uncommon as people would have you think.). Some people need their partner to be less than them so they feel secure. Something stuck out to me in your letter, you said your boyfriend thinks that if you do your healthy self improvement things then he wont have to deal with you having depression. Any way you do it, its all good. He immediately misses you. The Romantic Comedy You Should Watch This Valentines Day, Based On Your Zodiac Sign. It sounds to me as if you have some clarity on what would be helpful to you. Leaving an abusive partner later on didnt scare me as much. Things that actually help, like making me food, or cuddling me and telling me how great I am, or watching funny videos with me, or playing Who Let the Dogs Out (I dont care if its the Worst Song of All Time, it ALWAYS improves my mood). Don't let your wishes control your thoughts and feelings. Similarly, she may love him and think he is perfect, if he only didnt do XYZ. Like, it is AWESOME if you ate a bunch of vegetables that you wanted to eat because you thought they sounded delicious and healthy, and it is also and equally AWESOME if you.. ahem did not. Sometimes your SO wants you to help, and has ideas on how you can, but those ideas are often wrong. When men care about a woman, they want to look good and impress her. My great-grandfather had families in the UK, Germany and Australia, none of whom were aware of each other until Facebook. 1. Do you want my help with remembering to do X? Nightengale, Im going to commit this one to memory! He used to love celebrating special occasions like birthdays, anniversaries or any important date in your life; but now these days seem to be forgotten too. You are doing exactly what you need to do, and do not need to do more because someone else says so. It can help to be accountable, and say to someone else hey, Im having trouble doing this Thing, so can you help me by setting a time to do Thing together?, but only if this is a need *you* have identified, and its *your* solution that youre asking to put in place. And sometimes the answer is I cant. Its just whining, the fact is that if you really care about someone, you want to impress them. I dont know what your boyfriends views on your therapist or on therapy in general are, but he might use a comment like this as evidence that your therapist clearly has no clue whats going on in your life so you should just listen to him and do everything he says. Seriously. Ding! If you own the decision yourself, he cant position himself as one of two potential bosses of you (the other being your therapist), because youre making it clear that YOU are the boss of you. it doesnt extend to someone elses body/diet/etc, and EVEN IF YOU WERE OKAY WITH THAT or had asked his advice (and you do not ever have to), you still get 50% weight, which is the ability to say Thats nice that you think that, but Ive decided nope. Look again at your list the next day and revise it. Emotions *exist* and have a massive effect on our wellbeing, emotions dont just disappear if you have assessed them and decided that logically you should not be feeling that way (at least mine sure dont! Your dreams for the future have taken a back seat. It's no secret that men aren't eager to discuss feelings. Hlepy is a word I learned over at Making Light. Boyfriend is still back in the pre-treatment you have no idea what youre doing because depression has fucked up your brain thing and is still in triage mode. LW you got this. Im struggling to find good ways to respond to my boyfriend when he tells me what I should or need to be doing. i got a screw driver thing and tried to force the switch witih t; I have a hp 2000 notebook pc and the touch pad and cursor aren`t letting me click on things but the cursor does move? Men who are attracted to you will not refuse sex from you on a very regular basis. have your own lives outside of each other. Why cant you choose your own challenges and adventures? And with your wife, there may be things you can do that help, but they are probably concrete gestures. Maybe Im coming off as too harsh, and if I am I apologize. There are other ways to address issues without him going cold on you. Having a life outside of your relationship is important for both parties. The thing here is that logic and reason are being juxtaposed against emotion as binary opposites. Thank-you for this comment. I wish you the best of luck and hope that you bear in mind that love alone is not enough to sustain a relationship you can still love someone deeply and make the choice that the relationship isnt healthy for either of you. Soudns like hed already evolved into a wanker. Your current boyfriend sounds a bit like my first one. #687: My boyfriend wont stop trying to fix me. Do with that information what you will. I hope so. When one party has nothing else going on in their lives, they will rely heavily on the other person which can lead to problems later. If you are an academic assigning my posts in your courses, Id appreciate an email with a copy of the relevant syllabus/assignment for my records/CV. Maybe your boyfriend can learn different ways of responding to you and learn how to respect your stated wishes without requiring to justify them. LW, has your boyfriend ever really articulated as in, clearly stated and put down in a measurable fashion what his goals for you are? And celebrate a little. It's concering to me that he never wants to do anything nice together or . Go to a concert and it doesnt have to be Jay-Z and Beyonce. When I said, I would find recognition for the progress I am making much more helpful than notes on what I could do better, he initially balked. Replace depression with cancer, and see what Im talking about. Sometimes a guy will stop making an effort because he feels insecure or dealing with issues in his personal, work, or family life. I spent most of my life not being good enough for some reason or another and its a way for some one to exert control by keeping you off balance. but it gets me out of my room and gives me things to look at and think about other than hating myself. Its an unfortunate reality that some couples are couples not because they are passionately in love, but because its easier to stay together than it is to break up. I hope that your boyfriend is willing to listen, and that he can eventually be supportive in the way that *you need him to be. I think it was the good Captain herself who referred to an ex as an interactive 3D display of how badly I was feeling about myself at the time. So if your partner was reacting in line with frustration and reacting to objective, observable behaviors that contradicted therapeutic actions you had agreed to, then that could be a reasonable reaction. This is a guy who hasnt figured out that the people you love arent improvement projects. Even after I told him I wasnt interested in doing that, hed bring it up ad naseum. I personally believe strongly that relationships work best when your partner loves you and likes you as you are now, while also supporting you growing and changing to become the version of yourself you aspire to be. Most men and women are very different, and relating to someone who is very different from you takes patience. And there's a reason he can't let go of her, and there's a reason you feel like the bond you have with . And OMG the stuff about veggies, sure veggies are great but the last thing you need is food policing from your SO, and again, veggies will not cure your depression. And really, your joy is important. Make sure that he has an end game in mind and that he is willing to fight for you as you are for him. Bottom line is the conversation . Some guys bitch about paying for dates because of feminism (or whatever). And it is reasonable to want people who are important in your life to be supportive and helpful. What he isnt doing for you anymore is working to make the relationship work! When the passion is gone in a relationship it means the good stuff thats supposed to fuel you through the bad stuff is no longer there, meaning, theres simply no point in pretending I care if the girl has wacky opinions about something. , Become a copyeditor, buy a classic motorcycle thats been garaged since Trudeau was PM . You are more than good enough you are wonderful, no matter what you are doing, what choices youve made today. he told me to give him space but i feel like he is mad with me and ignoring me; My boyfriend and i have been together 6 months and we had a big fight on the weekend. That does not sound like respect. . I cannot get out of bed. And thats okay, too. When you were sick, it was probably easy for him to get you to do what he wanted. Someone who doesnt follow your clear requests on how to help you might not be good at helping you, or motivated to help you. Or is his logic/reason for believing this just that it makes sense in his head and should therefore make sense in the real world? 6. Run. and it helped him maintain his desired weight/made him feel good and he thought it was delish so it meant that I should. He is sorry he didnt call, doesnt have time, or that you never see him anymore. I appreciate that you care about me, but Im good, so lets change the topic.. My father was an abusive asshole and Mum leaving after 30 years was the best thing she could have done (other than leave earlier). Some things Ive done to help encourage my partner with quitting smoking (which he successfully did years ago, yay) and exercising more are: think of specific, loving things you can do that might help this wont always be something you can do, but, for example, when he was trying to quit last time, I had learned from previous attempts that part of the problem was wanting something to put in his mouth. Just. This is all controlling behavior, and maybe turning abusive. I get the feeling that even if LW does everything the boyfriend wants, and eats all her veggies and does a few triathlons and gets a job modeling for Vogue and is elected President of the Universe, there will always still be something else for him to criticize. He wasnt quite as patronizing, but he did have a tendency to give me the same advice over and over. I have been dating my boyfriend for 2 years and living together for 1. Thanks for this post, Captain and LW. Just a thought here any time Ive been in a relationship with someone who used terminology like you shouldnt let yourself be comfortable or relationships take work! or related, those ended up being, in hindsight, big red flaggy flags. LW, if you want the thoughts of a former terrible girlfriend, mine are: Your boyfriend isnt concerned about you. "And if . The best thing I can suggest telling him is that you need him to be your cheerleader for success not an accountant tallying up your failures the only thing that does is create resentment in both of you and blind him to your actual accomplishments and kill your internal motivation to continue. However, if it helps you have the conversation, invoke your therapist. Go on a hike and pack a picnic. And while many of the attributes of that you do coincide with the you you aspire to be, it isnt necessarily a great overlap. I thought we were going to back off on this thing where you are my trainer., What did you eat when I was out of town? Dont really have a list, but it was delicious. The impression Im getting from your letter is your boyfriends goals are mostly about him, and making him feel good and making him look good. If you choose to ignore these signs, then some day you will find that things have gone beyond the point of no return. That is some high-level head games. Theres a degree to which each partner does handle their own issues, but also an extent to which partners work together to help each other. "Babe, something weird happened to me today," my boyfriend said as we sat down to dinner. You can tell that he isnt as into you anymore because of the lack of physical contact between both of you. LW, Ive been in your shoes, and youre ignoring how very NOT nice the boyfriend is being with all this. After it was removed, it was discovered ability to experience emotions was also gone due to damage from the tumor and the surgery. This is fine isnt good enough when it comes to relationships, IMO. I believe that my boyfriend (of almost 2.5 years) wants to help me succeed, be better, and do what we both know Im capable of. Is there anything you need to bring up?" I'd always known that my boyfriend was a bit insecure due to his previous partners cheating on him, but I never realized how often I would text him during the day to let him know who I was with, what I was doing, where I was, and other small things. As the Captain has pointed out, the LW is the expert on their own life and relationship, and probably has enough You need to in their life already without getting it here. Poetry of Nope is my new favourite phrase! . Sometimes someone elses misery is beyond what you (you in general, not you in particular) can affect. My thoughts are with you, LW! Because cookies were next to my bed. Hlepy people may accept correctionor they may not. Kindness. First, I starred (*) the script about diet and exercise above, because I think you should just stop reporting any of this to him and should in fact treat it as highly weird that he wants to know. Yeah, he sounds like the things my Jerkbrain says when I am doing a really good job in my life and my asshole brains like YEAH well, itll never be good enough, SO! He also sounds like the physical (/verbal) manifestation of Compulsive Skin Picking which is *literally* a process by which I pick myself apart. I actually coined the term for him. * If you dont see him getting anywere on that front, please dont think you have to keep pushing to make it work even at this point, nobody could fault you for leaving if thats the route you end up taking. This helped my husband and I when I was diagnosed with Anxiety Disorder. May 18, 2020 by Emily Cappiello. He wouldnt criticize you and dismiss your choices as being inferiorhed show a genuine interest in the improvements you are making for yourself and be supportive of them instead of tacking on a bunch of additional repairs that would suit his (personal, clearly individual) view of How His Life Would Be Better If You Would Just Upgrade Already. Telling me I am not being logical. Very well said. Sometimes I hope that these people (whose letters and calls make me very sad for them sometimes) read the message they just sent, or listen to the sound of their own voice, and realize before the response even comes that its time to DTMFA. Slowly cut these people out of your life. What could have turned him off about you in particular? Its okay to leave. Here are 7 early warning signs of a controlling boyfriend who thinks he owns you. I 100 million percent second this. He subsequently became paralyzed by any decision making because he could no longer prioritize between options without emotions. Feelings of shame and guilt. Cant think of a more clear way to phrase it. There can even be some of both this and the previous issue mixed together, because real people (even ones who use lots of reason) can have conflicting and complex emotions. Make sure your tone of voice and body language are completely neutral, because if they arent, what you say wont come across as simply wanting information but instead will seem like an attack on his character which could lead you nowhere at all. He had a car and I didnt, and I didnt live near public transportation. There are way to many variables and we dont have all the information and the rules arent always consistent so we cant treat every situation like a puzzle with a clear solution. Or maybe its because walking isnt competitive in any way? True story: I knew I needed to break up with my exboyfriend when I started composing Captain Awkward letters in my head. There is something intimate about sweating next to your partner. There were plenty of other things wrong with our relationship, but I was super-duper in love with him except that now I realize the person I ACTUALLY liked, loved, and respected was the imaginary version of him that lived in my head. I am a very logically-minded person who has come to the conclusion that acting as though human beings are robots is a profoundly illogical thing to do. A complicating factor is that there was probably a time when it was comforting to you for your boyfriend to be in that caretaker role and to have him believe so strongly in your power to change, back there during the worst of it. I hope your boyfriend comes around, but I offer you my best wishes and confidence in your judgment no matter whether he does or not. The Captains comment, For a relationship to survive a crisis like that, you have to like the person (not just love them) and respect the person (not just love them) especially rings true for me. During that time, I had a b/f who sounds a lot like your b/f he knew that if only I would do X, Y, Z and Q things that he specifically told me to do in the way and with the frequency that he specifically dictated, Id feel so much better! Oh wow. She can call a plumber or locksmith. I dont try to argue other people out of their feelings, because unless I develop telepathy (avert! Then reluctantly, because I was learning my own tastes, and Im not fond of tea in any of its many flavors. Dont sit around waiting for his call or text message because it could go on all day without either of you saying anything at all to each other just texts back and forth that dont really say much if hes not initiating the conversation himself. When he was in a show that had evening rehearsals nearly every night of the week, I ordered personal Mahi Mahis like every single night. What does your therapist say about the way your boyfriend tries to continually act as your self-appointed monitor/life coach? Much, MUCH kinder and gentler he always phrased things as suggestions, and he would never say that something I said was the stupidest thing Ive ever heard because thats mean and also I would dump him. Too many arguments lead up to less making an effort. Being supportive is hard. But let me tell you a little of my story. Its like, I am going to have a short break from the environment that is making me so unhappy. I hope you get out much faster than I was able to. Tell your boyfriend once that you've noticed that he stopped sending text messages. I live on the other side of this equation. And from the sound of you, you are taking care of you LIKE A BOSS. Drownings letter feels very familiar. When he complains that youre not cleaning, is it because youve actually made a mess? Stating your boundaries might just bring his own discomfort into the open. You also have the feeling that something must be wrong between you two because it feels like there are more bad days than good ones lately. Hmm, this one is more what others have done for me. 2010 The Thought & Expression Company, LLC. No-one can pressure him into anything nor does he pressure anyone else. The only script I know of for remarks like that is What did you just say to me? Exactly. Now, if he didnt react well to that, I might change it, but he says it is good to hear. My husband is very *actually* logical and reasonable. Basically, when my brain is yelling at me, but what if he gets worse?!? And theyre not omnipotent (well, actually, maybe they are?! Now youre healing and getting better, and he doesnt have the control he used to! You're not sure what it is that might be going on, then give him space and don't contact him for a little while. It can sometimes be really helpful to challenge yourself, whether thats to exercise more or read more or keep things cleaner around the house. ), and he usually shuts up when I tell him I dont find his comments helpful if it was all the time, every day, over every basic thing like eating dinner.. that would be more emotionally exhausting than I could deal with, and Id like to think Id be weighing up leaving as an option, although its never easy. If LWs partner isnt interested in learning and compromising, then it seems to me it will be hard to continue with a healthy relationship. Dont bring past grievances into it, either. If a relationship is making you unhappy, you do not have to bend yourself into a pretzel to try and make it work. Something that I tried with my own Helper from several years ago I took him with me to a therapist appointment. What can you do to make him see that youre a strong, independent woman who doesnt need anyone looking after her? But the way he goes about it is you need to exercise today. If your guy used to care and suddenly cant be bothered, thats a red flag. But really nothing in that letter sounds like a happy, healthy time. But then kept sending financial support to his (first) wife, who knew that he was alive and had another family. Unfortunately, who he is now does XYZ, and is unlikely to stop, so theyre both unhappy. Dont get me wrong, a self-confident woman can look up to and admire her boyfriend, but not in the specific ways he was after. Ive been on both sides of the Have you eaten a food today? Dump him and flee, because you are not a heap, and you are not an embryo. Him: Im disappointed that you arent trying to improve your diet the way I said. You: NOT YOUR CALL.. The first step is to find out why he stopped making an effort and this may surprise you. While I didnt see any helpful scripts for the well-meaning partner in this situation, this post did help me understand better how she might feel. Do you believe and trust that the struggling person is doing the best they can within their limitations, and treat them as the expert on their own life? I am going to assume that dude loves you and just wants to help you get better because he knows you want to get better. Probably fish . Feeling upset with the situation that your partner is not healthy? You know that already because you are experiencing it first hand. renovate the bathrooms, start an advice columnit doesnt have to be terrible. Yup. So if he has stopped watching everyone's stories, then he might be truly breaking free from social media. Its all a blur of low-level bad or just unsatisfying, without anything kicking you in the ass to say GET OUT OF THERE. Thing is, Ive been dealing with depression, anxiety, and etc for a few years now and Im JUST NOW to the point where doing even X is a major accomplishment. Beloved Human is very into self-improvement, and that has sometimes inflected the way he talks to me about it. He used to be the one who cheered you up when you were down, but now he is also always in a bad mood. When I started college, and made other friends, and had a job of my own. Im glad the accidentally-posted link might be of use to you, and Im sorry that youre dealing with stuff similar to Drownings letter. 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